Feeling the Fortune Cookie

My fortune cookie says-- "Dare to dream, hope, believe, seek , feel, find, and love." Why feel if you will only get hurt.lol  wth am i saying........ a la madre. SIMON!! To dream , if we don't whats the point in living. Hope grasps @ us when we are lost in the dark. Believe, "dreaming is believing"- Jessie J "Who You Are", we need to believe in oneself to actualize whatever we are trying to achieve in life. Seek , as human beings we strive to attain knowledge either by study or experience. To feel, we need to feel because if we didn't we would not be human. Feeling sets forth our actions. We need to feel sadness, happiness, anger, etc. to set forth our lives(action). Find, the never ending characteristic that feeds us. Attaining knowledge regardless of how trivial.  LOVE. DAMMIT everyone needs loveeeeee. LOVE YA! 

SUS-SAY })i({

MUSIQUE

NINA SKY "You" by Creep Vid

"Music is the shorthand of emotion"-Leo Tolstoy

Planet Pit Deluxe Edition Album Cover

The previous quote is my favorite quote one of my favorite things to experience;MUSIC. MUSIC has been my therapy and will forever be part of me. I love looking for new, raw music. DOn't get me wrong , I love whats on the radio.

What's playing on my MP3 or on my comp:

1. "Ven Conmigo" by Daddy Yankee feat. Prince Royce

2." Drop it Low" by Kat DeLuna

3. "Heart Skips A Beat" (Version 1) by Lenka

4. "You" by Creep feat. Nina Sky

5. "Castle made of Sand" & "My Kinda Girl" by Pitbull

CHICANA NIGHT

Entering MAC. Love this pic. :D

This summer I had the chance to go to MAC. My first time and I loved it. It is a small museum but the exhibits were interesting. Afterwords we went to our "home" and watched WALKOUT. Perfect Chicano power movie. I really like the movie. Do not believe that it is one of those movies that is going to start an uprising or any intention of starting a movement. I really believe it is a movie that shows a struggle like how the African Americans had to deal with during their struggle towards justice. We ate some pizzas that we ordered from Pizza Patron which is down the street from where we live. It was new for me the pizza( it actually had more than one ingredient(pepperoni) ) and going to an art museum. I think the only other time I/we have gone to a museum it was school related. I am glad that we are trying new things and learning new things. I really enjoyed it. I felt even more happier of our history and people. My fav part of the movie: When Alexa Vegas character is screaming "ChicAnooo!! Power!!" and when her father asks " Why are they afraid to fight a Mexican boxer?" and he answers " Because they never give up"

DAMN straight. oops sry I just love it. LOOVVVVVVVEEE ITTTTT! :P

Espy, Lily, and Susy(me) just chillin. Lol

Espy and moi. different?oui.

Falling, Falling , Falling>Fell For The Flirt & more there is always MORE

Okay so what, I fell? Everyone falls, and you get up. Okay I'm getting up. Its hard, because I fell hard. I've met the jerk, the stalker, the sleaze, the NICE GUY, and finally last but not least the flirt. I had never met a charmer , a master of words who makes you feel like you are not just another girl{but you are :( }. I fell for him , just like i did for the nice guy. Why did he have to move? I could have had the nice guy. Enough about the nice guy, but he was soooo nice. :D Okay here is how I FELL Stupid CUPID hit me i didn't know what had hit me (till now) i just looked @ him as another guy another guy that i had no time for Well he sure made a mark, a big ol bruise. lol a black,green, & purple long lasting bruise. The scary thing is that i have never felt this(which i can't describe) before. NEVER. NEVA! I don't know why but one day my <3 did something. It jumped when I saw him and I felt something and I said.........."what time is it?" LOL I could not think of something. Me , yah YAH SUS-SAY at a loss of words. I usually can't stop blabbering. SIDE NOTE: I believe that your voice is everything. IT IS! Your voice, your beliefs, your ideals make you ,YOU. It defines who you are , who you will be. That is my new nickname, pen name SUS-SAY. Because SUSANA, AKA SUSY, SUZY, SUSIE, or however you want to spell because I really don't care (okay i prefer susy) how you spell it just pronounce it right. HA! I used to be more cautious when speaking my mind, but now I realized that I can not please others so I might as well be true to myself and see what happens. SO say what you feel, what you believe! :) I love it!! I feel better that I do not censor myself as much. okay back to how I FELL! See i'm blabbering......okay little by little I just realized that I loved talking about him. I would get this really good feeling whenever I talked about him. It was so weird for me, like i said I have never felt this feeling. Even though I knew that he did not fit my "type" (i don't believe in types but I mean the characteristics of the guys I am attracted to) Usually clean cut, dark hair, distinctive face features, and gorgeous eyes. jaja I'm kidding. But BUT, I really don't like that word BUT, BUTT :P I'm a face girl. :) I hate when he looks at me, I would call it staring. YUP staring, before I would love it, I would get excited. Now , I still like it but know better. I wish I knew what he felt, if anything at all. I never know when someone genuinely likes me. Someone usually needs to tell me because I usually do not see it. I'm so clueless when it comes to guys. I know one thing, I need to focus on SUS-SAY. ME! I think I am making some progress. I AM. :) :) oh shiza! i better have not jinxed myself!! ❤ SUS_SAY })i({