Weird......

I said this to someone who is gay but not for that reason, but they took it diff/hard. The result them saying it back to me and it hurt. Since this person has witnessed my cataplexy attacks and I know he was referring to them. It was a blow to my big ol heart. I can't change my brain, just like him. I consider him a friend or a sister lol. "See, I'm a good sister"-{my friend} I think the word "WEIRD" was the issue. It's a big no no for them. Immediately they take it as if I'm talking about their sexual preference. Hello, I'm very passionate when it comes to this subject. My mom being brought up Catholic is always on the other end. Plus I've gone to PRIDE.  I've said the word "weird" to another person that was gay and I could tell it was a word that he did not like hearing. I felt bad. I bet the word brings back bad memories....... so next time I want to use weird, I'm going to use strange..........Stop being STRANGE! :P 

Love, SUS-SAY ,sleeping beauty.

Healthwhocares?

Lucky me, I get the clowns who don't listen to me. If only they would open their heart and ears! I don't understand....donde vivo? I think my first time to MX will be sooner than planned but not for vacay. For una examinacion medica. To finally know whats up! I shouldn't be surprised, they basically drug you up to "fix" you. They at least got some of it right but at no avail let their ignorance shine. Lack of knowledge does not mean one can ignore the matter...es inevitable guey! :P

Robbed unexpectedly.....

I was the little girl who enjoyed to dance. 
If you called jumping up and down to music dancing. :D
I was the teenager that loved to laugh.
The one who would lay in bed, lights off supposedly to go to bed and would have laugh offs with her twin sister.
I am the girl who loves people......
Feeling is what makes us humane/human.
My cataplexy robs me.
To feel is to live.
What if you don't want to feel for fear of falling(fig and lit) :(

The Culprit: My brain
Narcolepsy w/ Cataplexy

Enjoy your day and feel. Feel for me and others like me.

Fan no mo?!

Check it. When you begin to feel something more than just admiration for their talent. Ay caramba! Typical, had to like like one of my favorite artists. Music literally saved me. Stromae and Jessie J helped me see that life is precious and took me out of a dark place. My "music" never meshes w/  mon coeur. My heart. Feel like I've gotten to know more about him(YouTube vids) and slowly realized my feelings changed. So I feel as if I have no choice but to take a long break from watching his latest YouTube videos,  and checking his Twitter/ Facebook. It's so hard for me to bend or break my rules. UGH! I feel so wrong for liking him! But hey there are exceptions, right? :/  Love for his music, now love for him. His passion that he shows for his music and for his supporters/fans is so moving. He stays true to himself and.......WOW gush a little....Sus-say! See I'm a lost cause. ;(  Imma go SouthPacific on y'all! :P

Dites-moi

Pourquoi

La vie est belle,

Dies-moi

Pourquoi

La vie est gai,

Dites-moi

Pourquoi,

Cher singe,

Est-ce que

Parce que

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Sus-say )}i{(