Double Take

Double Take

Definitely awake (now)

Nice threads?

☑(Check), wow.

Blush hush!

Oh my

A bow tie?!

I have to gush 

It's rare to see a well dressed guy.

Double take

TIRED of those WIRED

Put down your phone, tablet, or whatever electronic you have in your f*#ing hand! I am in disbelief... and disappointed. Communication, listening is essential. No respect for the person for the person that is talking to you. I've let this one slip many times. Allowing them to disrespect me. No more brothers and sisters ha no more. I will have a new electronic in my possession for then I will have your full attention, won't I? Drastic times call for drastic measures. :D cheeeyaah! ;p

Disconnect
hear my intellect :p >>>>
I value the time spent among people. I love conversing, spreading my ideas. As well as learning about others, where they come from, who they are etc. It's so sad that they have lost how to communicate. The one element that makes us humane the connection that we share; the ability to communicate, to understand ,to learn, to dance, to sing, is all thanks to communication. Listen and respond. Reaction. Reciprocate. Respect.
No one can read anymore, they skim. No one can listen anymore, they connect. Connected to their phone or tablet or whatever electronic they prefer.  One thing is spoken and loudly (the image of the person with whom you are speaking with, standing there with their electronic device in hand) you are not worth my time, I could care less what you have to say, I'd prefer to be wired then speak with you. You can not replace me, but you already have by disrespecting(ignoring) me.

Human touch vs. electronic touch. /Wired

Click-clack

paddy whack 

tap keys

tap shoes

talk to a device

hear my advice

play candy rush

play Candyland ( and yes I am Princess Lolly) 

wi-fi

sci-fi

follow (on insta,twitter,google+, etc)

follow the leader

save a file

save a life

spell checker

dictionary

GOOGLE it

crack open an encyclopedia

CD

Mp3/ Digital Pack

human touch

electronic touch

what's the punchline? 

TIRED OF THOSE WIRED

You win some, you lose some

 

                                                                VENOM

I've let them win. 

I've let them hurt me.

their evil burns,

my fragile heart

I never learn.

Get in line,

take a turn.

On your vine

like twisted twine.

What a crime,

what a waste.

Mais(But), I'll be fine.

Music to my eyes

Well thank you 99 cents store! I love the design and also the quality of ink. The only con was that they are not refillable, well as far as I know. So here's the second pack of the pack of pens I bought so when my first set run out of ink. You have no idea of how happy I was to see them again. I love music and novelty and these pens totally* represent those qualities.
Write on! :p
*Did I really just write "totally"?

Noir Fleur

"A flower isn't only about sweetness and light."
-Bibhu Mohapatra, a fashion designer and costume designer.

Just read an interesting article on spring's floral trend and absolutely loved the above statement, dare I say a quote. :p Here's the link of the article: http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424127887324886704579053124243005450.html

GIRL ON FIREd

Be a LEADER, not a boss. 
Lead by example. 
Believe in the "little people" and acknowledge their importance. 
Listen,
With your eyes, ears, and heart.  
Give a little, get a lot.  

But no always: 
Arrogant, ignorant, and belligerent. 
Power over flower
Tints and stints 
Tower over
Hint: Out of print

Over and out!
>>Spongebob Love >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Sadly, I spoke too soon. DISemployed

Never have I experienced discrimination based on my disability. (Narcolepsy w/ Cataplexy) My inability to have a flexible schedule. I did not lie, I don't have to tell YOU what I have before I'm hired. Essentially, I was the one lied to. I'm a great worker, a hard one too. Pero a quien le importa?!  We live in a world full of ignorance and sadly we lack empathy or consideration of others lives, feelings,  etc. I really wanted a job. I was so happy to know that I would be making money to help out my sister and mom with the bills.
Now, I don't know what to think. Focusing on my schoolwork, I guess...

Disability DISS.mised

ADA Title I: Employment

Title I requires employers with 15 or more employees to provide qualified individuals with disabilities an equal opportunity to benefit from the full range of employment-related opportunities available to others. For example, it prohibits discrimination in recruitment, hiring, promotions, training, pay, social activities, and other privileges of employment. It restricts questions that can be asked about an applicant's disability before a job offer is made, and it requires that employers make reasonable accommodation to the known physical or mental limitations of otherwise qualified individuals with disabilities, unless it results in undue hardship. Religious entities with 15 or more employees are covered under title I.
Source: http://www.ada.gov/cguide.htm

Thank god for the American Disability Act! I never thought that I would encounter any issues concerning my disability/disorder, but boy was I wrong. I find myself empowered by knowing my rights. I find it incredible when people choose to stay ignorant and just think about themselves or what THEY want. I am a human being not just a working machine.

Final words: If I could, I would.

Appreciate what you got

Woah
I do not like seeing people on the streets, either walking with a backpack or parked in a business parking lot. It breaks my heart to see that there are poor when we as a society have the resources to help one another. I appreciate the things I have even more because there are others that long to have what I have. People should have a roof over their head, but not all do.

Seeing the parked mini SUV with all windows open makes me sad and brought me close to tears. I'd seen it before parked in the same parking lot. It's a man that lives in his car. He comes and goes; maybe so as not to draw attention from businesses, people, etc. Hopefully he overcomes Maslow's hierarchy's first step. ;D

Appreciate what you have because there is always someone who is worst off than you. Sadly we forget that.

The END.

The end is already here.
When man decides to kill man.
It hurts to see/hear about such tragedies. What is going on w/ these "men"? Everyday it seems that there are more and more acts of destruction. Lives are being taken. I want it to stop.

Y

YOLO y'all
You're young
Yell
Yay
Yo
Yarp
Yield, yellow
Yogurt, yummy

Y? There may be a scientific answer but it won't suffice. At least to me.

Y me? Y not me?! - never have asked myself that one. WOW.

Procrastinator? Guilty.

Causes 1 & 2 seem right...

BUT happy to have found and read this WSJ article>>http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10000872396390443537404577579033271214626.html
Here's the part that made me happy. :P

"But are procrastinators truly unproductive? In most cases, the exact opposite is true. They are people who not only get a lot done but have a reputation for getting a lot done. They don't have neat desks or even neat desktops on their laptops. They spend a lot of time playing catch-up. But they are likely to be creative and on the whole amiable. After all, if you tend to keep people waiting, it makes them crabby; it doesn't pay to make things worse by being crabby yourself."

Creative. Amiable. :D

Blessed to have met such a beautiful person....

Little things remind me of him....
Sometimes when I pour myself some water from the pitcher he set aside for me to buy. I had forgotten that he had done so. When he gave me a discount on a plate because it was chipped. Even though I insisted he shouldn't. His response: shaking his head with gusto and walking away to mark it down. Smiling at the memory...... Kept all his emails. God, close to tears... He was pure just like the water I pour. Sometimes at the mention of *bucks, or when I visit someones home and they have taken the time to decorate their homes, when I hear the song played at his funeral service remind me of him. Forever in my heart. Truly blessed to have met such an alive person. R.I.P "Uncle Sam" 
His many expressions will be greatly missed. 
Scatia! 
:P 

Weird......

I said this to someone who is gay but not for that reason, but they took it diff/hard. The result them saying it back to me and it hurt. Since this person has witnessed my cataplexy attacks and I know he was referring to them. It was a blow to my big ol heart. I can't change my brain, just like him. I consider him a friend or a sister lol. "See, I'm a good sister"-{my friend} I think the word "WEIRD" was the issue. It's a big no no for them. Immediately they take it as if I'm talking about their sexual preference. Hello, I'm very passionate when it comes to this subject. My mom being brought up Catholic is always on the other end. Plus I've gone to PRIDE.  I've said the word "weird" to another person that was gay and I could tell it was a word that he did not like hearing. I felt bad. I bet the word brings back bad memories....... so next time I want to use weird, I'm going to use strange..........Stop being STRANGE! :P 

Love, SUS-SAY ,sleeping beauty.

Healthwhocares?

Lucky me, I get the clowns who don't listen to me. If only they would open their heart and ears! I don't understand....donde vivo? I think my first time to MX will be sooner than planned but not for vacay. For una examinacion medica. To finally know whats up! I shouldn't be surprised, they basically drug you up to "fix" you. They at least got some of it right but at no avail let their ignorance shine. Lack of knowledge does not mean one can ignore the matter...es inevitable guey! :P

Robbed unexpectedly.....

I was the little girl who enjoyed to dance. 
If you called jumping up and down to music dancing. :D
I was the teenager that loved to laugh.
The one who would lay in bed, lights off supposedly to go to bed and would have laugh offs with her twin sister.
I am the girl who loves people......
Feeling is what makes us humane/human.
My cataplexy robs me.
To feel is to live.
What if you don't want to feel for fear of falling(fig and lit) :(

The Culprit: My brain
Narcolepsy w/ Cataplexy

Enjoy your day and feel. Feel for me and others like me.

Fan no mo?!

Check it. When you begin to feel something more than just admiration for their talent. Ay caramba! Typical, had to like like one of my favorite artists. Music literally saved me. Stromae and Jessie J helped me see that life is precious and took me out of a dark place. My "music" never meshes w/  mon coeur. My heart. Feel like I've gotten to know more about him(YouTube vids) and slowly realized my feelings changed. So I feel as if I have no choice but to take a long break from watching his latest YouTube videos,  and checking his Twitter/ Facebook. It's so hard for me to bend or break my rules. UGH! I feel so wrong for liking him! But hey there are exceptions, right? :/  Love for his music, now love for him. His passion that he shows for his music and for his supporters/fans is so moving. He stays true to himself and.......WOW gush a little....Sus-say! See I'm a lost cause. ;(  Imma go SouthPacific on y'all! :P

Dites-moi

Pourquoi

La vie est belle,

Dies-moi

Pourquoi

La vie est gai,

Dites-moi

Pourquoi,

Cher singe,

Est-ce que

Parce que

  Vous m’aimez?           

Sus-say )}i{(

                       

BEEEEEEEP!

Yesterday on the way to school , we almost saw an accident. Some guy was walking across the street and then some guy turns and didn't stop until the young man had to jump and make his presence known. Get this the old fat man with the cigarette in mouth was mad at the young man. Like if it was his fault or if to say that if you are walking/on the street you are worthless. My sister and I were livid. I wanted to yell at the guy, people are so careless when driving. So many don't know how to make a turn at the light. You are in the first lane so you stick to last one in near the median not switch over to the second! People should learn how to drive correctly and to be considerate of those who HAVE the right of way. Everyday its a challenge, people don't know how to drive. They have become lazy, yep they can't reach up to move their signal stick up or down. Not everyone has telepathic powers! :P Another pet peeve when driving huge NO NO for me, people on their cellies/cells/ CELLPHONES. Just hang up.Thank you. It seems that everyone doing this is older not younger people. Old people and cellphones don't mix well. First they may have a slower reaction time and also the distraction of the phone. Most of the times I am almost in an accident is a cause of a person on their damn cellphone! Sorry I'm just so passionate over this issue; I saw a special about some parents losing their daughter because someone was driving and talking on their cell. How many more innocent kids have to die so you can put down your phone. Everyday when driving I see someone yakking away to their phone. When did we get so WIRED? Disconnect yo! :P You will hear me screaming "Get off your phone" while driving or whenever I'm the passenger. lol My mom says "They can't hear you". In my mind......... "They will, eventually, hopefully before its too late. 

Worry....WORT!!!

Okay happy new year 2013 cheyeahaa! Another year to better or improve oneself. Well I tend to worry just a little okay OKAY A LOT. I can't help it! I'm not really busy and have my mind occupied by other stuff, so my worry creeps in. It scares the bejesus of me, I can't shake it off. I usually can but I have the anxiety/fear/worry inside of me and I try to silence my inner thoughts but with no avail. Lucky me, it eventually left me thank god , was afraid it was going to eat at me. Gnawwwwing inside of me. Aghhh. :P Ha! Just got up from a little nap.....Was trying to get up because I got BANG shot. Yup, my nightmares/paranoia are always about that. Some cholos getting me, living in da hood, scares me ..... that it takes me a couple a minutes or less to regain full knowledge of where I am. Its terrifying truly because I'm walking well attempting to because I'm spooked! Seems like a punishment honestly, I was the girl who loved to laugh and love watching comedies now I'm forced to see scary things, not on the big screen but in my own vivid imagination...my nightmares/night terrors. Well I have once again babbled....Well in short ha this year means new beginnings and here's my mantra : Worrywort ya gonna end up short. The less I worry about things the more I will proceed with whatever needs to be done and I won't get the short end of the stick because I actually attempted. Get at it! :P