Okay happy new year 2013 cheyeahaa! Another year to better or improve oneself. Well I tend to worry just a little okay OKAY A LOT. I can't help it! I'm not really busy and have my mind occupied by other stuff, so my worry creeps in. It scares the bejesus of me, I can't shake it off. I usually can but I have the anxiety/fear/worry inside of me and I try to silence my inner thoughts but with no avail. Lucky me, it eventually left me thank god , was afraid it was going to eat at me. Gnawwwwing inside of me. Aghhh. :P Ha! Just got up from a little nap.....Was trying to get up because I got BANG shot. Yup, my nightmares/paranoia are always about that. Some cholos getting me, living in da hood, scares me ..... that it takes me a couple a minutes or less to regain full knowledge of where I am. Its terrifying truly because I'm walking well attempting to because I'm spooked! Seems like a punishment honestly, I was the girl who loved to laugh and love watching comedies now I'm forced to see scary things, not on the big screen but in my own vivid imagination...my nightmares/night terrors. Well I have once again babbled....Well in short ha this year means new beginnings and here's my mantra : Worrywort ya gonna end up short. The less I worry about things the more I will proceed with whatever needs to be done and I won't get the short end of the stick because I actually attempted. Get at it! :P
